Northern Lights (I’m not the one)

(I love to write with instrumentals in the background - please listen along to feel the emotions of the writing - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSdabrGFPIg)

If I could write your name in the sky 

And reflect in your eyes the northern lights

Would you still find home in my arms

After I convince you that I’m not the one

You found your way in and you set up your stay

You’re just like a song that I keep on replay

Every lyrics a memory I hold close to my heart

And I listen again when I’m falling apart

Blue October on main, your voice singing in key

Holding the tears as you sang harmonies

The way that you danced like a heartbreak queen

I watched your reflection in the tv screen

I wish I could give you what you’ve given me

The escape from reality in memories

The one who would give you nothing but love

But I already know that I’m not the one

If I could write your name in the sky

And reflect in your eyes the northern lights

Would you still find home in my arms

After I convince you that I’m not the one

If the trees in the forest called out for you

And the waves on the shore helped to show you the truth

Would you still find home in my arms

After I convince you that I’m not the one

It’s kills me inside that you sing for another

But I shouldn’t describe how I feel to the other

It’s okay to let go I’ve accepted this fate

And I know that there couldn’t be any another way

After I die and I’m lost to the fog

Kill all of our memories kill them all kill them off

It’s easy this way so you don’t have to stay

Just remember to leave your flowers up on my grave

I’ll remember you fondly as I drift in the aether

Find peace in the fact you won’t miss me either

Love deeply and truly I hope that you’re happy

Live your best life knowing it is without me

If I could write your name in the sky

And reflect in your eyes the northern lights

Would you still find home in my arms

After I convince you that I’m not the one

Erasing your name that I wrote in the sky

Your eyes now shine bright like the northern lights

What I loved I set free as I opened my arms

After I convinced you that I’m not the one